mood to burn bridges

last friday morning the handle snapped off of my five-month-old, stainless steel italian stovetop coffee pot. this means that either it was a weak solder job or i drink way too much coffee. friday also happened to be the morning i emptied out the last of my 1/2-pound bag of fair trade beans, and i never bought more since i'm leaving town next week. i've been thinking i should be cutting back my caffeine intake anyway, so if i seem especially grouchy these days, that's one big reason. the other reasons are diverse, banal and many in number and thus undetailed here, but GRRRR! tonight this girl is thinking she needs to hie herself into therapy right quick before she bites off her own tongue and makes disturbing artwork with it.